Welcome to the fourth in my series of vlogs, ‘The Conception Diaries’.
Yesterday my guest post was published over on the Mumsnet site and the support and words of love have been overwhelming. I was apprehensive when Ross and I put this ‘out there’ but I just didn’t realise just how much it would help. It has been really amazing. Thank you so very much to everyone who has got in touch. People have called me inspirational – but I certainly don’t think that is the case. I know some people might think I am over-sharing – but that is my decision to make. All I am is someone going through a struggle like many other people do and I just want to help those who might feel alone and think they are the only ones. You are not.
Last week I shared a video recorded on 15th September 2015. This one was recorded on Friday 11th September 2015 but I had filed it somewhere else so I completely forgot about it! I think it was because I was in such a state that day that I didn’t really know what I was doing. I do get upset in this one but I try and pull myself back by thinking of the positives. I guess it was just part of the rough phase – I am in a much better place now I hasten to add!